so its been like forever since i have writtne in this thing i doubt anyone actually looks at these anymore but.....

so yea so far this is my senior year in highschool and alot of things have happend. i lost freinds, gained news ones, had relationships, hook ups w/e but nothing to call the news about except one thing.

Ok so ill start somewhere and here it is ok. So i lost some freinds / are losing the closeness i feel i had last year with some people. Im starting to lose touch with a lot of my freinds i think and finding new ones i would rather not lose anyone and keep old and new friends. But with this years coming and soon to be going i had to realize this with the shocking death of a good freind of mine.

R.I.P. House 1988-2007

House was the man he was the best person a guy could talk to he could make you laugh. He could make you smile he could do anything to make someone feel better even if he was having a bad day. House was and still is one of my favorite peopple in the world. I miss him greatly. But with the loss of my freind i realized that freindships are coming to an end this year we are all going our seperate ways and its depressing to know i wont see alot of you guys ever again. lol I mean i will miss the nights and the fights and the stupidity of being a highschool kid because once this is over it pretty much starts again but on our own. So im going to make an effort ot recconect with people who i have turned aay from or lost touch with for somehting stupid. I dont want to lose anyone else then i already have. So class of 2007 Keep in touch and stay with your freinds becasuse the little time we have left is precious.

Next is relationships yea there isnt much to say here except there is one person i did meet this year and lost this year. Sucks espcially since it screwed up our friendship and we are no longer freinds. We dont talk to each other except for the occasional hello in the hall way which i have come to seize and stop doing. I feel like a dumb kid fighting over something that i should not have  gotten my self involved with anyway. So to this person and they know who they are I dont care how much crap you talk about me behind my back i dont care it just makes me famous and more known even if it is bad. who cares thats your opinion of me but i think i would rather keep the little freindship i had with u then this stupid walk by eachother not even excepting each other are on the same earth. So if you know who this is for. then Can we squash the beef? lol

Also Connie....we need to talk. again. here let me start here. Im sorry.

i have more to say but i need to cut it short. so

Now Graduation.

CLASS OF 2007!!!

 Only a few short months away we will be out of highschool. I love you guys lets finish this year out with a bang. And dont forget House he is graduating with us to....

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kill them.

kill them all.

am i crazy no.

but do i hate them. yes 

do i feel unjustly accused. yes

 do i feel such a deep anger that i know i will do something stupid?no

but if i could would i get out? would i live with someone else? with some oen i truly love? yes yes yes

wanting / wishing for a person i can say and truly mean "I love you" to.

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this week i work friday 4-9:30 and sat 3:30-9:30

again bitches again wtf. i just want to work tuesday, wed, an sat morning every week would be awesome i would rather work those days and hours frovever the work friday and sat again and again.